Today im sitting in my room and it feels as if im somewhat numb and lost somewhere in space. I do not know how exactly i feel but i know my feelings are drifting. Lately its as if im just putting on a face for everyone around me. I am just so very tired. Tired is all i can say. its been a very rough semester and i can't belive on friday june 4th i am graduating, not only graduating but with honours. I have been though so much and still manage to get all A's this semester..I look at myself and...

Its almost 2am. Im up doing notthing but sitting here infront of this computer. I have so much assignments to do but im lost somewhere called no where. So thats an interesting saturday night for ya. I was to go out but it started raining and heavy thunder and lightning. Now call me strange but i was still up for it. I find this weather at night very comforting. The thunder, well not exactly but all together thrilling. It feels good to have moved out on my own. To once again sit and so notthin...

Hello, welcome to my mind and where the ramdom thoughts escapes into real time words. My life is like a maze so at times do expect me to be at rough spots. I am from time to time bouncing back adn forth into my moods. This should be interesting..****p.s. the views expressed here do not refer directly to anyone..if you fee that it is..dont be afraid i dont bite..and dont be a hypocrite..be brave and speak up....***much love....Xtine